Live'n life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me, again I'm wrong

In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy

All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories fill my heart, they bury me

Refrain:
All I wanna do
(you are not my real mother)
Is kill you
(should I beat and stab and fuck her)
(4x)

Looking back I was never ever right
You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I'd say hello,
But you'd slap me and you make some fucked up comment about my clothes,
Then I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head,
Were with you with a knife up your ass, laying dead,
So I pop some more caps in your ass,
Now your son is not so fun
Motherfucking bitch
Never try to play me

You made my life not so good

All I wanna do is kill you (2x)
Refrain (2x)

Wish you were dead now

How can I cry over someone I never loved? (2x)
Never loved...