I thought I knew what provacation was 
I've eaten from the insane root that imprisons reason 

It's in my stomach like fire 
It's in my stomach like cancer 
It's in my stomach like a knife, I've been gunshot 
I gotta let it go, yeah 

Goddamn no where place to be 
Dying deep inside of me 
Always standing on the inside looking out 
Can't break a hear so strong with pride 
It's more than just being alive 
I broke the rule with you I'm out 

My only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain